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Wedding planning is insane. I have a little less than 11 months left, and people act like I'm retarded.

"You don't have your dress yet?"
"You don't have any places reserved?"

No, and no. Give a bitch some time! I am barely ankle deep into this wedding and it's already driving me halfway up a gigantic wall.

I mean, I'm pretty girly but this is crazy.

More on this subject at a later date, as I peruse www.theknot.com and cry about how I have no money.

Jan. 9th, 2008

There are a lot of stoners peppered in the dog park at 11 am. Who knew?

Jan. 6th, 2008

I can't believe I'm 24. It feels like just yesterday I was in high school, completely self-absorbed and clueless to the real world and how it worked.

Everyday I feel like I am getting more cynical, more jaded....and it breaks my heart. We've all been burned, but when we're adults we somehow think that everyone else has grown up at the same rate. This is not the case. I always want to be able to open up and be myself around people I meet in life. I think sometimes this is my downfall, that I just crave "bff's" to be around me at all times, and it's just an unreasonable expectation.

Life isn't an episode of "Friends" where these 6 adults hang out on a regular basis and solve each other's problems. Wouldn't that be nice? Instead we have to guard our emotions and filter our words as to not offend or annoy.

But as time goes on, it makes so much more sense that our circle of friends diminishes to those that really matter. When you have 20 best friends, who can you really trust? Who actually gives a crap if you lost your favorite shirt or broke up with your significant other? When the circle gets smaller, it gets tighter...and maybe you don't have a sleepover or a shit talking fest, but you have these people for life. Honestly, that is all that matters to me as an adult. I don't need people in my life, I want them there.

So this "bff" Syndrome that I have suffered from on and off for 6 years seems to be cured for now. It just took a little time and a lot of real life.

Okay...

I'm back. Show a biatch some love.

Jan. 27th, 2007

I never update in here anymore. It just seems useless to me.

Still in Tampa and hating it
Halfway done at Paul Mitchell the School
Working @ Jamba Juice and I'm not the biggest fan

That's pretty much it. I told you, it's useless

I'm just that boring.

Sep. 20th, 2006

It's my Birthday.

I'm insanely old.

JULIE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY JULIE!

YOU OLD HAG!
I wish I had something interesting to say but I don't.

Pretty much going to work all day today like every other Wednesday....and it still sucks.
So I might have a job interview. More info later, just wish me luck. <3